Friends...

I just have to say that I have the best friends ever! Here in CO and from Seattle!

This after noon my girlfriends had a "surprise" early b-day/ pre surg party for me at my fav place.. Carabbas! and I had so much fun! They are all so good to me and I hate that I am moving so far away from such wonderful friends! And even though a few weren't able to make due to graduations, surgery's and being out of town.. I know they were there in spirit... and being able to say I know they would have been there if it was possible makes me smile! I will miss all the little fun things we do, even just hanging out talking, or late nights at Wal-mart or Village in for coffee. I will miss Applebee's wed. and singing on the X-box with Kim and Amanda R., Stealing traffic cones with Jay and Val, Sushi MNO's with Amanda W., MNO's with Jessica! Running away to Val's or Mel's house til 3 am, V-day in Seattle with Diane! Hanging with Heather, photo shoots with Brandi, Hot Tea at Esra's... I am going to miss so many people and the things I do with them! All the playgroups and girls nights... wow, life is gunna be lame with out you all!

Less the 10 days....

Wow so for those who didn't hear me shout this from the freekin mountain tops... I was approved and my surgery (gastric bypass.. for the like one person who doesn't know) is set for the 2nd of June, less then 10 full days I will be getting my insides all rearranged! I am not really scared I just get grossed out at the thought of packing a wound post... eww! I do not do well with blood or deep wounds. I also worry that what if it doesn't do anything... what if I don;t loose any weight... I have tried everything else... why should I think this will work. I already cut out soda and fast food.. and most greasy food makes me gag, although I have been eaten some after I got my date that I think I will miss and then I eat it and I am like damn that isn't all that good! I actually think fresh fruit sounds more appetizing then french fries, or a glass of water and not a soda. My only concern is t this isn't gunna do anything for me.. I will work out like crazy and eat practically nothing and be exactly the same size. I know I am just siking my self out but I am doing this not be healthy but the perk of shopping in non plus size is starting to excite me. I mean I love me but it will be so much easier to find clothes I like! Well enough about that.

And yay we will be here til the first week in August due to my surgery... woohoo! I am going to miss my awesome girl friend.. they through me a eary pre b-day party!! It was a blast! I love them. Corey has been awesome for the most part with me hanging with my girls since I will miss them so much! This past week has been a blast, between baby showers, mall trips American Idol finale jams.. LOL, singing is not my calling.. dinner and dessert with friend and more.. I had so much fun!

Cameron graduted from Kindergarten!! YAY!!! he is a big boy he had all stars (great days) in May.. I am so proud of him! And X just turned 5.. crazy.. and Ace is just my silly boy like always. Well that is the run down of home life!!

Oh here a few of my pre surgery hotness taken by my girl Brandi B. she is awesome!